My Prayer for 2012

I had a God Moment this morning.

You know the ones... where something is said

or you see something and then you

get that feeling of God standing right beside

you and is personally telling you something

or pointing out something to you 

and you just cant stop crying,

either in gratitude or in regret,

In the past few years I have friends

or acquaintances send me emails

and or text asking for prayer

for someone they know and love..

Some of these people are Christians,

some are not ..but know that I love the Lord

and how much I rely on him

so they trust me with their request..

This morning one of my customers sent

me a text regarding a  family members

coming to the end of their life,

and asked for prayer for her son, who was very

close to this family member.

(now comes that personal message from God)

At that very moment

I was watching Beth Moore on tv

and she said

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(Beth speaking)

"And God told me

 why do you memorize

scripture but not do anything with it."

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Now here is a little snippet into my head

I have always admired Prayer Warriors.

I always wished I could be as devoted

to going to the Lord with intended

prayers and setting aside time to pray for people.

But

I'm not very good at it.

I always felt like there has to be a

"Method"

and a list of

"How To's "

 to be a prayer warrior

But God told me at that moment..

I don't need your Method, I just need you to stand

there and pray for this person

who has entrusted you with their prayer request.

And I started to cry with regret for all the times

I told people that I would pray for them

and I did say a little prayer for them,

but I did not come to God with what they

had entrusted me with..

They have heard me proclaim my love for

God and how much I trusted him with my life,

and that is what they were looking for.

Someone they could trust to go on their behalf

to that Loving God I always talk about..

So I stopped right there and prayed for

my customer and her family

with a truly humble heart.

So my prayer for 2012

is

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God Make Me Your kind of

Prayer Warrior

Not with rules and regulations,

not with methods and how too's

but with a

 Humble and Caring Heart.